Morning from the deepest soul

This blog should not be where i put all my heartbroken words into it. This blog should be happy blog where i share all the thing i do. All the memories.

All the best thing we do. But for now this is too hard for me not to saying. And its maybe good because no one will ever read here. I simply don't understand how love works. We feel so happy on first 2 years. And now. Look where we are. I don't even know. N you don't even who am i to you.

The saddest part is you want me to leave you. And say " jangan ganggu i dah" how could you.. 😢. Person that i know n love for long time never said something like that even her tired or what to me. Sumpah i terasa. And from that moment i know you bukan that person anymore. N you already lost interest on me. You dont love me anymore.

Those words are meaningless without the action. You always busy. Even for me. Dulu pun u busy je. Event tu event ni. Tapi this time. Lain.. Different.. Berbeza yang amat.. Sakit tau.. I dah lost count how many time my heart be beaten and broken to the pieces.

Okay lah i try to do my best. I give you ten day. If dalam 10 tu you still do what i tak suka. Then i paham. U tak suka kan i dah. Then i will go. For you.. I already know how much this will hurt me. Or should i say both of us? I know somehow u will be missing me because of 2 years effect.

Thanks for everything. N sorry.. I just love you too much.. I trust you too much.. And by this time you read. I miss you.. I will keep thinking of you.. Take care my princess. If you still want us. Just tell me everything.. We can try.